I’m anemic and I had once a small eating disorder that left me really weak and thin, I couldn’t get out of bed. I was always chubby, but since I recovered from that I feel good about myself and love my body the way it is.
When I was little my dad brought me from France the Pokémon Red game for gameboy pocket. Slowpoke french name was something like ‘Flagados’ ( I didn’t speak french) and I named my beta fish Flagados. He died in a carnaval night and I cried a lot, idk why.
“Compassion hurts. When you feel connected to everything, you also feel responsible for everything. And you cannot turn away. Your destiny is bound with the destinies of others. You must either learn to carry the Universe or be crushed by it. You must grow strong enough to love the world, yet empty enough to sit down at the same table with its worst horrors.”—Andrew Boyd (via veganlove)
The last year was the most drastic one for me. When I think about it, I’ve changed a lot, and I think that if you knew me one year ago you wouldn’t recognize me now. My ideals, ideas, and ways of dealing with situations have improved a lot. I feel I’m a better person now, and that I’m a bit less naive and silly.
You know when you spend hours on the phone late at night, texting throughout the day, telling many stories, asking a lot of questions, and maybe webcaming here and there. Its starting a new chapter in your life, starting fresh. You learn from you recent mistakes and hopefully you won’t do them again. It’s that giving love another chance kinda thing, that feeling that you love. Well I love it because no matter what I go through I always have hope.